Name:Tina Country:United States State:New York Gender:Female
Interests:THE SONG IS TAPPING THE VEIN - BROKEN 3 Doors Down, 311, Adema, AFI, Alexisonfire, Anti-Flag, A Perfect Circle, Arch Enemy, A Static Lullaby, The Ataris, Atreyu, Blink 182, Black Eyed Peas, Bob Schneider, Brand New, Bright Eyes, Britney Spears, Cannibal Corpse, Cold, Coldplay, Concrete Blonde, Cradle Of Filth, Creed, Danzig, Dark Eden, Deftones, Delerium, Depeche Mode, Dido, Disturbed, Evanescence, Fiona Apple, Finch, From Autumn To Ashes, Garbage, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, H.I.M., Hoobastank, Incubus, In Flames, Jack Off Jill, Kittie, Korn, Linkin Park, London After Midnight, Lost Prophets, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Metallica, Mudvayne, MxPx, Nickleback, Nicklecreek, [ Continues Below ] Expertise:Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, No Doubt, NOFX, Norma Jean, The Offspring, Opeth, Orgy, Otep, Ozzy Osbourne, Pantera, Phantom Planet, Pink, P.O.D., Poision The Well, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rob Zombie, Rx Bandits, Saliva, Saves The Day, Seether, Sevendust, Sheryl Crow, Simon & Garfunkel, Slayer, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Smile Empty Soul, Something Corporate, Staind, Static X, Story Of The Year, Sublime, Sugarcult, Switchfoot, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, Tapping The Vein, Taproot, Tears For Fears, Three Days Grace, Tool, Trapt, The Used, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard.
You know what, I promised myself I would type this up so I will. I'm giving my undivided attention to this.
After hanging out with Anna and Megan me and Anna continued to ride the train to my dad's house. Wehn we finally got there, it's was 9:00. My aunt was in the shower and we were expecting her to be ready to go out and such. But she obviouslly wasn't ready. So we sat there a little while and waited for her. She got out of the shwoer at about 9:30. Then she starts talking to us and all for like a half hour or something. And she's just sitting there going on about her stupid boyfriend Zachery, and she isn't even dressed yet. Just sitting there in a towel.
So me and Anna say we'll go to Starbucks a little while and come back, expecting her to be ready. Me and Anna, sitting in Starbucks..on a Friday, 10:00 at night having coffee. We came back upstairs at like..10:30. Then she's sitting on the phone talking. She CALLED Her boyfriend after all the shit he put her through. She's a fucking idiot. I swear. And they are sitting on the phone chatting away for an hour and a half. And me and Anna are laying on the floor, waiting for her to get off, tired of it already. I stood right in front of her trying to ask her a question and she completely ignored me.
Then when she finally gets off the phone she sits talking to Anna. So I sit in the bathroom, fustrated and just crying because of it because I have been waiting for hours for her to get the fuck up and get out of the house. I decided to call Ben and kinda of talk to him for a few, but then Anna starts banging on the door for me to come out. Then I my aunt starts talking again, and I said fuck this, and I just walked down the stairs and sat there for a while. Then I come back up and stand at the door listening tot he conversatino and she's going on about what my mom said to her about Anna and me on the conversation, making my mom out to be the bad person. Meanwhile I was sitting next to my mom and could hear my aunt talking on the phone since my mom was on her cell. She twisted a lot of things around, and she didn't ever mention what she said about me and Anna. My aunt made me and Anna look like two spoiled iggnorant bitches from what she was saying on the phone
Then she goes on about how I am -always- getting my white mocha coffee from Starubcks that costs $5. I only get in when I am in Manhatten because there is a Starbucks EVERY TWO BLOCKS. And in Brooklyn there's only 2 Starbucks. And the one closest to me is two miles away. And there is a starbucks right by the Staten Island Mall, but I haven't been to the mall since NOVEMBER. Oh yeah I'm always getting Starbucks. She considers me to be very spoiled because I only go there for money and to hang out. Well what the fuck else would I come there for? My father? He didn't even say hi to me when I walked in. He's too busy typing away to asome bitch he knows online and talking to her on his mic..--; But anyways
I wind up telling my aunt off and walking out again, because Anna just sits ther and talks with her, when I wanted to leave the most, and I am sure Anna wanted to leave too. So I decide to sit downstairs..at like..12:15 ..ish at night. And then about a half hour later Anna comes down and talks with me for a bit. And I'm really fustrated and upset. Then she brings Marlene down when she runs upstairs after a few minutes and she knows -exactlly- what me and Anna were just talking about. Then I walk off, and I wanted to leave so badly..and I should have just got my shit and left because she wouldn't shut up and Anna was walking side by side with her and everything. Talking and nodding and agreeing with her and I buy a metrocard and such. Then she starts screaming at me, causing a scene and Anna tries to convince me to go upstairs and wait. Then I walk away from them and go upstairs, sitting in the bathroom for a while. Then eventually I grab my stuff figuring if they aren't going to look for me or anything and are having fun, then I'll just leave. So then Anna just calls my cell when I am at the first floor and getting out of the elevator.
She starts screaming at me too saying ''Where the hell are you?!'' and then I let her in and tell her I'll go, if Marlene just shuts the fuck up. She goes out and then talks to her a bit and then I am expecting to leave when Anna nods her head at me and she just starts bitching agaon, also causing a scene. And everyone in the street is staring at me since my aunt is screaming trying to make it seem like she's right. I give her till 2:00 and say fuck it, I'm going upstairs and going to sleep. Once I get upstairs, my dad is sitting on the computer and STILL Talking on his mic. So I can't sleep which is FUCKING BULLSHIT. So there's no where else for me to sleep so I decide to sleep, on the bsathroom floor. And Anna wakes me up at about 7 in the morning, banging on the bathroom door. Well where the fuck were you all this time?
Then I go into my dad's room, and he's still not he computer. And I just colapse on his bed. a half an hour later, not being able to sleep. Marlene and Anna come in and ask me ''Wanna go to 42nd street?'' Well we planned to do that 9 HOURS AGO. And then I say ''No, I don't Leave me alone and let me sleep.'' adnd then my aunt says ''Well is it alright if us two go out? Because I want to go out with my friend.'' and Anna says ''And I want to go out with my friend.'' I say fine, get the fuck out. What the fuck is a 36 year old woman doing with Anna?Hanging out and being friends? Anna and -MY- Aunt..friends? Leaving me out because you want to take fucking hours to get ready? I am so fed up with both of them.And I don't WANT To knwo that you're going to 42nd street without me. Can't you just go and not tell em at all? I'D BE MUCH HAPPIER IF YOU DIDN'T FUCKING TELL ME AND SHUT THE FUCK UP.
So when I woke up at 10:30, I decided I was going to leave. I changed clothes and left around 11. I left a note for Anna, giving directions on how to get back to Brooklyn. And I take a couple of trains home. NO ONE notices I am gone until 3 HOURS LATER When I'm already home and the only person who does call me is my grandmother who just woke up. And at 7:00 Anna is STILL There and she's crying and such to Marlene. And her parents keep calling me and they eventually come and pick her up. She COULD HAVE TOOK THE TRAIN AND I GAVE HER DAMN DIRECTIONS. She's still fucking sitting in Starbucks talking with ZACHERY My aunt's boyfriend who is probally a fucking pedophile. But anyways it's mostly sorted out now.. And I guess that's all I really have to say about that.
NEW Tpoic. This week went by so slowllllyyy.. But hey, schools over now and I'm all happy and such. Megan ish all sad because she has to go to summer school..x.X -Pets theh Megan- o.o
I was hanging out with Anna and Megan yesterday. We had plenty of time and Anna wanted to watch Secret Window since I rented it the other day and she never got to finish watching it and all. So we watched that. In the movie he was munching on doritos..lmfao. And I was hungry anyway since I hadn'y eaten all day so I went and came back into my room with a bag of doritos..Lmfao. Afterwords we all went to the park for a bit..But like..No one at all knows I'm bi at school..and I hate having rumors go around about me. And I saw a crowd of people I recognized from school..so we wound up leaving a little after because I wanted to be all clingy with Megan and such. So we walked down by the ocean over to best buy. We climbed down on the rocks again like we normally do now. And then we just hung around Best Buy for about a half hour and left, walked back, and went by the rocks for a little bit again. >_>
And I was intending to go to the movies around 7..and Megan was just gonna walk with us there..but on the way walking up 75 th street, it starting POURING. I was all worried about my cell phone and and my cd player and such. Megan's red hair dye for her bangs was running alll over her..lmfao. we got SOAKED. Anna is lucky she at least had a sweater. So since we were soaked, we couldn't go to the movies. So we just went over to Megan's house for a bit until my mom picked us up. Well hey, I was freezing cold, drenched, made a mess of my hair, have blisters on my feet and a cut on my hip, hand, and right ankel, and I ate McDonald's..But I think I had fun. And now I'm done with writing. I hope you all have fun reading this. Lmfao.
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I'd love to finish writing and putting quizzes and poems and songs and yadda yadda ya since I haven't done a long entry in a while and I thought I had to time but I have to go out, buy my hair dye, help my mom do the laundry, and then go to the movies later since I didn't get to do that yesterday. Laters.
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?" border=0> SadoMasochism Pain is your thing. You probably are tattooed or pierced, or enjoy giving tattoos or piercings. You use unusual objects as sex toys. In the bedroom, you're wild and untamed! Your motto is Hurts so good!
Morgan LaFay (Welsh) Welsh death-goddess; Morgan the Fate. Glamorgan in Wales is said to be her sacred territory. She can cast a destroying curse on any man. Gawaine of the Round Table bore Morgan's pentacle as a heraldic device on his blood-red shield. She was the daughter of LeFay, a glamorous Welsh sea Goddess. As the half-sister of King Arthur, she possibly was once a Goddess of Glastonbury Tor, a sacred pagan site intimately associated with the Arthurian myths. Archetypally, Glastonbury functions as a gateway to the Otherworld.The root of her name, mor, means
Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide" border=0> Jumping Let gravity do the all the work. Your method of suicide is to Jump.
Take the quiz: "What vampire are you" border=0> A Vampire Soldier Oh ya u love blood and gore and nothing pleases you more then silling the blood of those unfaithful to you or the king, but u do have a tendency to disobey your kings orders but you never get caught congratulations!! No one can turn he's/her back on you if they do it'll be the last movment they make, you are tough and just love fighting it's in ur pupping veins
I am A Floater .
Floaters, the free birds of the shit family. Floaters drift through life without a care in the world, taking everything with a grain of salt, and smiling the whole way though. But friend of floaters are far and few in between. Because of there lofty views and social behavior, floaters tend to seem like they just don't give a damn about anything, the reason being, because they usually don't. What Kinda Shit Are You?
Kinky You like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.
In the early to mid 1970s Ted Bundy would murder over 30 young women. Most were attacked while walking in parks, found later to have been raped and strangled to death, but sometimes Bundy would go as far as breaking into their houses as they slept and beating them to death with a crow bar.
After being caught and convicted of the murders, Bundy accepted prison, acquired a new name and started his killing spree all over again. Soon after, Bundy was caught, but not before taking the lives of 3 more women.
Almost all of Bundy's victims were young white girls with long dark hair parted down the middle, all were raped, beaten and sodomized.
Full Name: Nicole Kirstin Betancourt DOB: October 29th Zodiac Sign: Scorpio Location: Brooklyn, New York Nickname(s): Tina, Kris, Kristina, T,..And such..I don't know..O.o' Hair Color: Soon to be blonde..again. Eye Color: Dark brown. Height: 5’7 Tattoo's/piercing's?: Just my ears Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty. Thing you like most about your body: My eyes. Straight/BI/gay: Bi.
PART TWO (have you ever?) Smoked?: Yes. Drank?: Yes. Had sex?: Why would I tell you? O.o Made out with someone?: Yes. Broken the law?: Maybe. Stolen something?: Yes. Cursed at your parents?: Yes. Done drugs?: No. Ran away from home?: Yes. Beaten someone up?: Yes. Had a medical emergency?: Yes. Gone skinny dipping?: No. Played a game that required the removal of clothing?: Yes. Thought about suicide?: Yes. Been in a mosh-pit?: No. Kissed someone of the same sex: Yes. -Winks at Megan- Cheated on someone?: Maybe. Been to a concert?: No.
PART THREE (your clothes/fashion stuff) Shoe brand(s): Sneakers - Converse Shoes - Anything I like. Boots - I forgot the name..O.o' Clothing brand(s): Um..Does this matter? Am I supposed to memorize this? Anything from the damn village. Perfume/cologne you wear: I hate both..Most are just too strong for me..Though I do wear this one thing that smells like cookies..O.o Place(s) to shop: The Village and the mall. Makeup you wear: ..Physican's Formula eyeliner and Maybeline mascara..and i don't the rest.
PART FOUR (faves) Color: Red, Grey. Number: 6 Ice cream flavor: Cake Mix. Time of day: Extremely early in the morning..like sunrise. Night: No idea. Day of the week: Friday. Season: Spring. TV show: Angel. Radio station: Z100 Food: Chocolate Drink: Vodkaaaa..No actually iced tea. Band: BRIGHT EYES
PART FIVE (the opposite sex) What do you notice first about the opposite sex?: Eyes. Smile. Best hair color?:..It doesn't matter? O.o Best eye color?: Grey or blue. Best height?: As long as they are around my height, I'll be happy. But it wouldn't matter if they were a little shorter. Biggest turn-on(s): Long hair. Biggest turn-off(s)?: Control freaks. O.o Do you think the opposite sex finds you attractive?: How do I know? Maybe?
PART SIX (religion/beliefs/opinions) Do you believe in God?: No. How about Satan?: No. How do you feel about abortion?: If you must, go ahead. Do you believe in love at first sight?: No. Do you believe that good can't exist without evil?: Good can't exist without evil. O.o Do you believe in ghosts?: Yes. Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes.
PART SEVEN (love/relationships) Have you ever been in love?: Yes Describe your first kiss?: My first kiss..All I thought was ''Did I do that right?'' O.o' Single?: Kinda sorta maybe yes maybe no..O.o' Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes. Do you like him or her?:..OF COURSE YOU MORON On a scale from 1 to 10, 10 being the most, how much do you think this person likes you?: Go and ask them that..I don't know. On a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you like this person?: 7 Could you see yourself getting married to this person?: .. How about having kids with him/her?: ..x nchjfbt Do you think this person is hot?: Yes.
PART EIGHT (who was the) last person you saw?: Anna and Megan..But Anna really because my mom drove her back to my house. last person who gave you a hug?: Megan. last person you talked to?: My mom. last person who called you?: Anna. last person you called?: Megan. last person to disappoint you?: Someone I won't mention..O.o' last person to break your heart?: Look up. last person who made you cry?: My mom. last person you fought with?: Anna. last person who made you really smile?: Megan. last person to brighten your day?: Megan. Person who IM'd you?: Megan.
PART NINE (when was the) last time you kissed/made out with someone? Hm. I think..Yesterday.. last time you had sex?: .. last time you took a shower?: Last night. last time you cried: An hour ago. last time you went to a mall?: A week ago. last time you felt really, really happy?: ..I can't remember.
PART TEN (right now) how do you feel?: Fustrated, strained. what are you wearing?: A pair of blue jeans and a shirt with a picture of weed on it that says 'Legalize It' what are you eating?: Golden Grahams what are you thinking about?: How much I want to go to the movies. What are you doing?: This. What are you touching?: The box of golden grahams. What are you listening to?: H.I.M - The Funeral Of Hearts What’s on your bed?: Lots of pillows. My sex slave tied to the poles. =D Name one thing you can see right now: My camera. What time is it?: 3:04 PM and the date?: June 26th
Thirteen random things you like: 01) Sleepings late 02) Hot baths 03) Making out for hours on end 04) Going somehwere just to look at guy and girls that I would find attractive. 05) Being in an air conditioned room and watching tv in the summer on a rainy night, 06) George Carlin 07) Collecting shells on the beach at sunset when it's May --; and no one's there. 08) Writing in my diary 09) Megan 10) Clay Aiken's whore Anna [Lmfao, haven't used that in a while] 11) Dreaming. 12) MUSIC 13) I'm a camera whore.
Twelve movies: 01) Edward Scissorhands 02) White Chicks 03) Secret Window 04) Pirates of the Carribean 05) Austin Powers 3 06) Charlies Angels 07) Texas Chainsaw Massacer 08) Van Helsing 09) Scar Movie 3 10) Pearl Harbor 11) Bring It On 12) Cast Away Eleven good bands/artists: 01) Bright Eyes 02) H.I.M. 03) Tapping The Vein 04) Brand New 05) Alexisonfire 07) In Flames 08) London After Midnight 09) Kittie 10) Jack Off Jill 11) Taking Back Sunday Ten things about you ... physically: 01) Dark brown eyes 02) Dyed red hair 03) Ears Pierced 04) 5'6 05) Nice hands? 06) Really long eyelashes 07) Horrible teeth..O.o 08) Wavey, thick hair 09) Waxed eyebrows 10) Skinny. Nine good friends: 01) Anna 02) Megan 03) Joseph 04) Nikki 05) Ben 06) Angie 07) Anna 08) Jenny 09) Kym Eight favorite foods/drinks: 01) Chocolate 02) Ice cream 03) Chips 04) Salad 05) Chicken Cutlets 06) Popcorn 07) NACHOS 08) Pears Seven things you wear daily: 01) Shoes 02) Green and black bracelets..[About 80 ] 03) Jeans 04) My wallet 05) A band t shirt 06) Pajamas 07) Gel Six things that annoy you: 01) People who walk slow in the streets 02) MINDLESS SELF INDULDGENCE 03) Hypocrits 04) People who talk a lot of shit 05) Usless songs that you become addicted to. 06) People who critisize me LMFAO Five things you touch everyday: 01) A pen 02) My diary 03) Eyeliner. 04) My cell phone 05) My keys Four shows you watch: 01) Angel 02) Friends 03) The Real World 04) The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air Three celebrities you have a crush on: 01) VILLE VALO 02) Coner Oberst 03) Heather from Tapping The Vein
Four Songs That Are Always Stuck In Your ZZZHead
+ Bright Eyes - Lover I Don't Have To Love + Tapping The Vein - Broken + H.I.M - Razorblade Kiss + Usher - Yeah Four Beverages You Drink Frequently:
+ Iced Tea + Pepsi + Water + Coffee
Four Places To Go In Your Area
+ The walkway by the ocean. + Park + 86th street + Ceaser's Bay
Four Things To Do When You're Bored
+ Watch T.v + Take a bath + Call someone + Go out.
Five Things That Never Fail to Cheer You Up
+ Megan + Anna + T.v + My cat + Eating
Five Things You Can't Live Without (besides air n shit like that)
+ Friends + My cat + Shopping + MUSIC + Camera
Ten Things You Love
+ Money + Anna + Megan + Guitar + Sleeping late + Clubs + t.v. + Hanging out + Music + Shopping
five things You Hate
+ Getting up early + My mom + Hot Topic + Sluttttssss + School
Ten Things On Your Desk
+Speakers + My camera + A cup of iced tea + change + CD's + dvd's + The book Salem's Lot + My purse + Eyeliner + batteries
I AM: Tina I HAVE: On jeans. I WISH: Was with Megan I HATE: Edy. I FEAR: A padded room. I HEAR: Music. I SEARCH: For pictures. I WONDER: What the movie White Chicks is like. I REGRET: Continuing to walk yesterday. I LOVE: Megannnn.. I ALWAYS: Cry. I DANCE: To music I enjoy. I CRY: Every day I AM NOT ALWAYS: Smiling. I WRITE: On paper. I WIN: The war. I LOSE: The battle. I CONFUSE: My friends. I NEED: To hold Megan's hand. I SHOULD: Stop bitching.
YOU KEEP A DIARY: To express myself. YOU LIKE TO COOK: Food. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: That I just won't give hints about YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: Because then we'd all be living a lie. THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Steven. THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: My grandmother. THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: I won't ever tell. THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: Freddy. CLOSEST FRIEND: Anna. THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: Me. THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: The one person I can't get over. INSIDE JOKE: ..I can't mention it.
Blah. So my weekend went horrible. Planning to go to my dad's house again, wasn't such a good idea. So let's say my whole idea was ruined. But I'm too lazy to explain and don't have lots of time. I'll explain later on.
Family guy!
Here's some quiz things Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?" The Seductive Pervert The Seductive Pervert: You are The Seductive Pervert, you don't have to try! You use only your body and sexual ways to lure someone in an endless dream of sexual fantasies. Although you may use toys, you have your desires, you seem to know what gets to them, you even know their soft spots, woah, wouldn't matter if they had first met you or not! Your ways are unbelievable and quite sensual, you could probably lay anyone you wanted with the way you speak, move, or just motion. Just don't test your abilities on yourself, you might find yourself attracted to even your own body. Let's try attracting another person instead. Hehe!
How to make a Nicole
Ingredients: 5 parts success 5 parts self-sufficiency 1 part
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little lovability if desired!
Think about this, you may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
5. You mean the world to someone.
6. If not for you, someone may not be living.
7. You are special and unique.
8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but trust that you will get it and sooner or later, you will get it or something better.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
12. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
13. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.
14. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Anyways..I'm going to be a picture whore right now. I hope you all like the new look of my xanga >.> I had too much of Ville all over..and it was annoying..O.o' But..anyways. Some pictures are stolen.
[Spell your first name backwards]: Elocin [The story behind your user name]: Just as the saying is--; He will never know how I feel about him. [How old?]: 15 [Where do you live?]: Brooklyn, NY
DESCRIBE YOUR: [Wallet]: Eh, about a year old, black, a red skull and crossbones on it. [Hairbrush]: I've always used the same one as my mom because that specific one if so easy to use on my type of hair..It's um..white? [Cologne/Perfume]: I hate them. [CD in stereo right now]: The CD In my portable CD player thing is H.I.M. - Razorblade Romance, and the three CD's in my stereo thing are Kittie - Safe, And two mix CD's I have made. [Piercing]: Just one in each ear, sadly. [What you are wearing now]: What I spelt in. No, I won't tell you. Stop thinking about it. Die. [Hair]: Red..ish..blonde..ish..God I need to dye it again.. [In my head]: ..You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. [Wishing]: I had someone. [After this]: I'll continue writing in my now I guess journal about everything, probally taking a few hours. [Talking to]: No one. [Eating]: A rice krispies bar..LMFAO [The last thing you ate?]: ..The rice krispies bar. [Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Static. [Do you like candles]: Yes. [Do you like incense]: No..They irritate my eyes. [Do you believe in love]: Yes, Of course. [Do you believe in soul mates]: Well..Maybe. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: No. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: Well..Yeah..But it's always in the back of a person's mind. [What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: California, England, and otherwise I ahve no fucking clue. [What's something you wish you could understand better?]: My relationship with my mom and how it got so fucked up so fast. [Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: Yes, there is someone I miss. But I won't give names.
In the last 24 hours, have you: 01. Cried: Yep. Probally about a half hour ago. 02. Bought something: Mona Lisa. 03. Gotten sick: I think I am going to be sick. 04. Sang: Yeah..When I was listening to bright eyes.
Social Life: 01. Best girl friend(s): Anna. 02. Boy/Girlfriend?: Mm.. 03. If no, current dating partner: -Shakes her head- 04. Hobbies: I do stuff just for the amusement. 05. Pager/Cell: 1-917-331-2923 ..Satisfied? 06. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: Wallflower. 07. What type automobile do you drive: I don't drive, legally. 08. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: I'd rather be on a date with someone who's capable of acting like a friend would--; not just being all romantic and cuddly and clingy. 09. Where is the best hangout: The village. 10. Do you have a job: No. 11. Do you attend church: I'm atheist. 12. Do you like being around people: No.
Who: 01. Have you known the longest: It used to be Danielle. 02. Do you argue the most with: My mom. 03. Get along with? Jenny. 04. Is the trust worthiest: I don't trust anyone anymore. 05. Makes you laugh the most: Ben. 06. Has been there through all the hard times: Anna. 07. Has the coolest parents: Joseph. 08. Has the coolest siblings: ..Um.. 09. Is the most blunt: Danielle.. 10. Is the smartest: Kym.
Personal: 01. Who is your role model: I don't really have a role model.. 02. What are some of your pet peeves: Blah. That's never something asked in these things. Who doesn't go for the eyes or a smile? But hey, have to have a good personality too. 03. liked someone you had no chance with: Mmhm. 04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes. 05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really. 06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Depends 07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: Who doesn't? 08. Rather be dumper or dumped: Rather be dumped. 09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship..Or hookup..Well, I don't know. 10. Want someone you don't have right now: ..Mmhm. 11. Ever liked your best guy friend: I still do..Maybe just a bit less though. 12. Do you want to get married: I'm too young to think about that. 13. Do you want kids: No. 14. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: Yes. 15. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: ..I don't know 16. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: I'm more mature then most would think I am if they know me well. 17. Are you happy with you: No. 18. Are you happy with your life: No, I am not happy with my life. 19. If you could change somethin in ur life rite now, what would it be: Every mistake I've ever made. 20. What are your life goals? Plain, and ordinary.
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The Answer She sends them off to school She sends them off to work She sits patiently and waits It's only 8 a.m. She's ready She's ready She tidies up the house She makes some toast She paces back and forth It's only 10 a.m. She's ready She's ready She sits in the girl's room She writes a long letter She sits quietly and waits It's finally 12:30 p.m. She knows she's ready And yes, it's time She locks the door behind her And walks quickly up the road Staring into houses And not noticing the cold Down the street Up the hill She approaches the bridge She looks down 20 feet The cars and 18 wheelers hurtle by below Never speeding under 75 The sun was once shining But now only clouds remain She steps up, she steps down Back up she goes, she's got to do this She waits for just the right second And as a truck speeds up This lost mother takes the jump Over the rail she flies She seems to soar so high Suddenly there's the plunge Straight down she goes But not to the ground For the truck couldn't stop in time And she's been mangled She flew and rolled 40 feet She's now just a pile of bloody meat Where there once was life It's now being scraped off the highway And nobody knows who she is 'cause she doesn't even have a face But a woman didn't show up for work today And a daughter killed herself that night A son ran away from home that night And her boyfriend's all alone tonight If only she'd crossed that bridge... If only life wasn't hell If only life didn't suck If only her kids could be normal If only...If only... If only suicide wasn't the answer.
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